dude...
<thinks back 10 months...>
duuude.....
<image reels start playing in my head>
I feel your pain... but things happen for a reason. She wasn't right... It felt good, but there's someone better, but ya gotta hang in there.
btw... it rarely works to remain friends in situations like that, so just don't look back
I'll stfu now since I know my advice isn't wanted.