with money i can buy a Christmas tree and some light
i can buy a few gift for less that 50$
right now i don't have a Christmas tree, just a few decoration and no light, no gift, just alone with my sister
i may not enough food to last until next week, no money to buy some
those who own me money have not paid me yet, so i can't borrow money to family since i have no family
my mom side not speaking to us since my mom die in 2002 and my dad have not speak to us since September, my bro no contact since 2003, he's not interested in us, why?, mhhh i don't know, so its just another time alone and nothing really to do but bed down.