Well, let me state that I disappeared because my finances right now are non existant.. add on top of that I owe child support.. add on top of that that after 7 years of not seeing my x-wife and both of us having a mutual hatred toward each other (I hated her for the divorce and I showed it towards her when I saw her.. she hated me for hating her and because her father hates me.. her mother was indifferent, but went along with her father), for the last 3 months we have been talking and are now considering the possibility of getting back together (which is something I have alway tried to do, but I couldn't let go of the hatred towards her for divorcing me to begin with.. I have now forgiven her, but in the past I couldn't).. the cause of our divorce was due to her parents interference.. and now after extensive communication over the last 3 months.. my family.. my x, my child, and I are working to becoming a complete family again... it is nothing short of a miracle.. but, I am sorry that this community has to suffer for this because I love hanging out here and I consider all of you my friends, but currently I lost everything I owned and am having to start re-building my life and a life with my family from scratch.. litterally, including a place of employment near Seguin TX... Unless one of you have a vehicle you are willing to donate and/or about $855 for me to borrow to take care of immediate needs (and payback may take a while), then I am afraid that I have to depart this community for a while longer until I get things worked out on my end...
My child means everything to me and now I have a chance to have my family back that I never wanted to lose in the first place (I didn't want the divorce).. I have to concentrate all my time and energy into that aspect of my life.. I will pop in from time to time now that I have access to a terminal however, I will not be able to pop in often.. possibly 1 to 2 times a month..
If any of you can help... Leave me a PM on this board and I will get in touch by phone when I am able to check my PMs.. thanks..
Thanks everyone for understanding.. I really feel the friendship on this board and in this community.. It does not go unappreciated at all.
I'll check back soon..