Thanks all - although it is kinda funny though because everyone austomatically assumes it was a girl! lol
Yup that's right, to add to all of my other "problems" I'm also gay. Not that I personally see it as a problem, it just makes things a little more interesting when it comes to conversations!
It wasn't specifically that I spent too much time on the pc modelling, it was more that I didn't do much else due to self confidence issues etc.
They just want to be single now - lol, I don't! We're close friends, but some moments I can't stand it.
Although one of my problems looks like it might have a solution, I have a possible house to move into with one of my current housemates - only problem is that the people we are going to rent the house off of haven't actually bought the house yet! So I really hope that the sale goes through so that I can move in mid-late July. Perhaps once that is sorted, then I can move onto getting a proper career! Although I'd love to be a 3d gamer modeller, I doubt that would happen, but maybe the self doubt all of the time is the problem. If I had something to look forward to/up to then I would feel much better about myself. I just wish I had made more of the time that we had together, if I had sorted myself out sooner we would probably still be together....