Well this week really turned out to be a sour one! First off I had to trade vehicles. My '91 Suburban was starting to fall apart. We now have a 2000 Dodge Ram PU: 1/2T S/B Ext Quad Cab 4Whl Drive. The bad thing is all I could afford was one that had 100K on it. At least we did manage to get an extended waranty with the deal ( along with new tires, shocks and breaks ) total tag was $10600. YUK ... I feel like I was robbed !!
On top of a week where we had almost 48 hours in by Thursday.... I had a old root canal go south ... abcessed (sp) ... and another one next to it that needed work all flare up at the same time. The one tooth was fixed ?? ( more on that in a sec ) . The other is so bad that they set me up for a bi-opsy ( sp) next week. Thinking that the first tooth was at least done with on a few $$$ out of pocket .. that seemed to be some minor consolation. One of the corners of that tooth broke off yesterday while eating. OY !! What an absolutely lousy week !!
As for the Titan ... here was my thinking. I knew that time wise I was in trouble. Though no one wanted to do IP stuff I ws hoping to try to spend some time on a server. You all know I still on dial-up and how long it takes me to get anything DL'd. It still takes time ... time that is very hard for me to come by! There are some other issues tha I don't need to discuss that simply stated once again affected the time issue.
I knew that Azel could finish the Titan ... Sandman3-D is finishing the Texturing ... but Azel has a lot more time and knowlege of such matters than I do. I'm also aware that, in his opinion, there were issues that he would change ..... like the primary hull. Then he posted the emergance of another Titan ... in his words to be more "canon". (This is the one of the few places you will see me out spoken in disagreement with Azel.) I like his work. He is, without question, one of the best SCI-FI Trek artits out there. While I'm certain that there are some we've not seen.. they would have to be incrediblly gifted in order to be "better". BUT.... as far as the current WIP of the SOA development teams concept of the Titan ... it was as close to "canon Trek" as we could get it. Attempting to debate as to why he wanted to develope more is not wise for any of us, either as a community or as individuals. The last thing I want to create a rift for the community, or be at odds with some one who's work I admire. That being said... my thought was that since Azel prefered the different Primary hull ... in order for him to feel comfortable with the completeion of the "Titan"... that is why I said what I did .. and stepped away. The idea was to see it FINISHED ... not scrapped. More than likely that was NOT one of my better decisions. The intention might have been well placed ... but just then same .. it sent a bad signal to everyone on at least 2 forum boards that I know of. Talk about a dumb decision !! OY !!
Time is still very scarse right now. The next two weeks will be tough at best. ( hopefully not as rough as this one !!) If you guys can put up with a cranky old man who is only in and out for a few minutes .... and forgive my totally ignorant debacal then we will be more than glad to pick up where we left off and see this thing done !
I'll leave this matter in your capable hands. It may be late this evening before I can get back on. Let me know what you guys think. ... ( hehehe hmmm on second thought ... let me qualify that .. let me know if ya think we clean this mess up and get back to business .. even if it for just a few minutes a night !!)
thanks