I was informed you would be there today at the fair, I apologize. I met Seth, his beautiful wife, and a close friend of Seth's. I could not find his Vietnam vet friend who I helped earlier when VA tried to BS him in wartime dental injury treatments, I would have liked to have met him as well.
Today sucked, it rained like Hades and even Seth's truck got stuck
enjoyed meeting my friends, but I wasn't feeling well and was havfing anxiety attacks so only stayed 2 hours or so. I was in the hospital yesterday and am now on Librium.
Seth has one of your tools, the table I could not get this morning as my mom was not home and I do not know her cell. Leda and others will be there next week so she can bring it and you can upload your tools.
I think you and Steve will have a great time next week.
I'm supposed to fly to El Paso tomorrow but I may change that as I have DAV and VFW and Social Security stuff to take care of, as well as get some things mailed off ASAP (Leda sucks at that kind of stuff). If I do change my flight I will go to the VA clinic tomorrow morning for more meds and consultations. I also need to call VA El Paso because if I do arrive I prefer an escort at the airport, not that I'm dangerous, I just get anxious around strangers and lots of people when I'm not drinking.
May 1st is right around the corner, if I had not drank when I returned to Austin, I'd be with Vicky in Mexico again.
I'm not looking forward to a long admit somewhere
If anyone is willing to host a pic, you can see my ex rose garden, I really did good when I was sober for 2 months, just goes to show what love and support can do for a person.
Renegade, if you read this, you are right, going alcohol free sucks as I cannot sleep well at all.
I hope everyone is ok and had a good weekend. Remember, we have been friends for years.
Toasty, I regret that you resigned your mod status, even whe4n you cracked down on me, you were always fair, IMO. I know that you are going through a lot right now so I understand. Please stay in touch with us.
God bless you all...