One of the Directors here at work is a Vietnam Vet. Over the last 30+ years he has kept in contact with his buddies. Several of them have had medical complications due to Agent Orange exposure. He himself has contracted diabetes because of his time in Vietnam. In the scheme of things, diabetes is one of the easier things to deal with. This morning he sent me the following link and story.
This Soldier Cries Shortround (A TRP) passed away the evening of April 12th, 2003
He had been sufferering with problems from Agent Orange for quite some time.
ANIMO ET FIDE
'courageous and faithful'
Some people may ask a soldier, for his true story of War, and not a bunch of lies.
But some soldiers don't like to talk about it, because it brings tear to their eyes.
His wounds run deep because of war, and for his part of it, he may despise.
Maybe that is why this soldier cries.
Now a lot of times this soldier, because of dreaming about the war, doesn't sleep at night.
For he is afraid of reviewing the things that happened, in each and every fire fight.
This soldier can't put the war behind him, no matter how hard he tries.
Maybe that is why this soldier cries.
A soldier has caused his enemy to fall, one by one in defeat.
He has also seen a fellow soldier, lying dead at his feet.
The ground soaking up the blood, where his buddy lies.
Maybe that is why this soldier cries.
And when a soldier is left behind, and no one knows what has happened to him.
It makes this soldier feel guilty, and haunts him time and time again.
For he doesn't know if this fellow soldier lives or dies.
Maybe that is why this soldier cries.
Now this soldier made it back home safely, and why he doesn't understand.
There were better men than him that died on foreign land.
Now this soldier has many thoughts, that common people just couldn't possibly realize.
Maybe that is why this soldier cries.
For in a war, a soldier is maimed or dies, both night and day.
This is the price of war, and someone has to pay.
So this soldier has to look to the heavens, to whom is most holy and wise.
For God is the only one, that can forgive him of his deeds, and hold him.
WHEN THIS SOLDIER CRIES.