Topic: a little personal note of mine for others too (Read 1688 times)

Mackie · « **on:** September 10, 2003, 03:10:57 pm »

i havent been really active lately, not even in the things i promised to help with.
ok this might not be easy to understand but to put it simply;

incase you didnt know im rather insane, not just to say it but really..
couple of days ago i went to a mental evaluation and i was told that im going m4d again (i do that couple of times per year, terminal both mental and physical illness) so right now im on a bit heavy medication , so im trying to take care of my mind first...

hope this makes some sense, simply im ill, will get better though , always do and does.

James Formo · « **Reply #1 on:** September 10, 2003, 07:49:10 pm »

Don't worry any about projects and stuff. All this SFC stuff really don't amount to a hill of beans in the big scheme of things.

Take care of yourself Mackie. The forum will always be here for ya. Let me know if I can help or if you just need to talk or just whatever.

Cheers mate!

starforce2 · « **Reply #2 on:** September 10, 2003, 09:05:43 pm »

right. it is just a game. I imagine putting up with the lot of us isn't helping?

Anyways, goodluck on your treatment. I'll have something you'll want when you're ready to come back to modding. Infact, I might have a few things.

Ducttapewonder · « **Reply #3 on:** September 10, 2003, 09:33:16 pm »

Hey bud. I hope you feel better soon Mack, cuz I have a list of 2,867,395 things to ask you to do

JK........Get some rest man.

DTW

Rod O'neal · « **Reply #4 on:** September 11, 2003, 12:58:00 am »

I hope you feel better soon. Take care of yourself. As James said, "We'll all be here when you're up to it again." You've been an asset to these forums and the community, and thanks for all you do.

Not to get too melodramatic here, and on a lighter note:
Looking at it from the "glass is 1/2 full" side, try to enjoy the meds at least

Captain Ron · « **Reply #5 on:** September 11, 2003, 03:15:08 am »

The only thing I can say is relax take it easy, and avoid stress. after that all you can do is take your meds and be patient.

Bernard Guignard · « **Reply #6 on:** September 11, 2003, 04:12:27 am »

Hi Mackie
Just take care of your self we'll still be around when your ready to come back.

Marauth · « **Reply #7 on:** September 11, 2003, 06:16:41 am »

What all these guys above me said - 637 B3773R 500|\| |\/|4(|<13 j00 R 0|\|3 (00|_ |)U|)3.

Erm, in your condition I wouldn't try reading that as it makes most people go insane ROFL

Kaenyne · « **Reply #8 on:** September 11, 2003, 08:01:23 am »

Take care of yourself, Mackie. We'll still be here to beg for, plead with, and annoy ya when you're ready!

sandman69247 · « **Reply #9 on:** September 11, 2003, 08:38:51 am »

Like they said, enjoy the meds!

Might even make a masterpiece for us.

Oh, and sanity is WAY over rated...I mean it's insane to be sane in an insane world.

atheorhaven · « **Reply #10 on:** September 11, 2003, 09:06:54 am »

And this is why we wuv you, you great big unstable nutso bundle of wuv and joy!

Personally, I think that you have to be at least slightly nuts to be really creative. Some people that come to mind that are/were supposedly slightly (or really) crazy were Sir Issac Newton, H.R. Giger, Salvador Dali, Vincent Van Gogh, so you'd just be in really good company.

Just take care, stay slightly on the sane side of the line, and don't do anything to get the local constabulary worked up, and we'll be talking to you for years to come. (Maybe about the time some of us here get access to the source code for SFC after it goes open source and create SFC 6 or 7: Andromedans Are Coming To Eat Your Head!)

Klingon Fanatic · « **Reply #11 on:** September 11, 2003, 11:34:40 am »

Ever notice how REALLY CREATIVE talents are often plagued by emotional/Health/financial problems?

Best wishes Mackie!

KF

Mackie · « **Reply #12 on:** September 11, 2003, 12:36:17 pm »

l0ve j00 too

imho its not really that serious (well for one thats lived with it since birth i quess) i just cant really concentrate on anything without getting _REALLY_ stressed in matter of minutes and then exploding upon the walls

DONOTDELETE · « **Reply #13 on:** September 11, 2003, 12:57:57 pm »

Hello Mackie,

No worries my friend,

You live in a beautiful "wee-corner" of Finland,
Sometimes just slowing down,
and "letting the day pass-apace with out yaa",
and just going for a leisurely walk,

can do wonders,
We've got an Arbouredom near where I live,

The "duck-pond" sometimes for me,
'tis a good place to "smell-the-roses" eh,

Best wishes and take care my friend,

Agent Sloan
Pieksamaki, Finland "The Great" Mackies home-berg

Khaliban · « **Reply #14 on:** September 11, 2003, 05:54:59 pm »

Quote:

l0ve j00 too
imho its not really that serious (well for one thats lived with it since birth i quess) i just cant really concentrate on anything without getting _REALLY_ stressed in matter of minutes and then exploding upon the walls

It's weird. That's when I do my best modeling. You should see the dents. (insert smilie here)

Mackie · « **Reply #15 on:** September 11, 2003, 06:22:51 pm »

oh by the way... I think i know what caused me going nuts this time. (each time it happens something triggers it may it be a big thing like a fight or small thing like a chipped tooth or nail, i got no mental "valve" for letting out pressure) working of davids-c and school tests combined. sometimes fun can be dangerous it seems.

E_Look · « **Reply #16 on:** September 11, 2003, 10:42:27 pm »

Fun dangerous? How about those who stand up with no seat belts in roller coasters?

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